I feel horrible tonight.
I know I should be working on my business but it took all I had in me to keep it together for my students today. Everything is ending. Everything begins again. I keep reminding myself of Elizabeth Gilbert’s quote “Ruin is a gift. Ruin is the foundation on which I rebuilt my life.”
Rebuilding is so hard, but it does honestly also come with gifts. The gift of presence. Deep gratitude for lessons learned. Acknowledgement of healing. Love.
Sometimes love hurts and sometimes it heals. It always helps us grow.
I’m feeling all my feelings tonight and trying to let myself feel them without trolling social media or numbing them. I want to learn what I’m supposed to learn so I don’t keep reliving this particular kind of pain. I’m ready to move into a new way.
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